It's the people you trust the most, the ones you like the most who have the power to hurt you the most. It's like the world is one big conundrum of Murphy's Laws. Everything is binary, everything is some form of thesis-antithesis situation. Doesn't that make life predictable? I mean, one moment you're hugging the stuffing out of one person, the next thing you know, you're hating on them. Then you go back to hugging and then back to hating. If this is ups and downs and the excitement of life and the "every day is different" thing then its a big lie. I don't buy it.
I'm in mode whine again. Will definitely take me a while to get out of it. Until then, I will refrain from posting long posts.